my random sparks of insantiy
1st day of sch
[ 12:01 AM ]
I'm depressed today...
Partially bcos i was scolded by that bloody Indonesian lady at NTUC fairprice Jp outlet the night b4 for something that she was in fault lor. Damn her, ask her to F herself w her pram handle la! Srry for the vulgarities, kinda pissed w her.
Another thing to add on to my depression was the 2 lectures I attended today. Financial Reporting and Human Resource Management. Sigh... 2 very hard topics. I hope that I can survive and score for yr 2. Nd to make up for the lousy results i gt in yr 1. The FR lecturer was a nice chap, nice but stern in some ways too. The HRM lecuterer is scarier, fiercer and i dun think that i like his teaching style. It makes me sleepy. But hey, I found PBF's Jonathan Peh boring and its the subject i scored the highest in. hehe... Maybe boring lecturers are good omen to me. Whahaha...
What kind of theory is this...
To add on to my load nw, i still have to go back to Holland cum Cinelesisure on saturdays to help out.
My sister's PSLE is in a matter of 2 weeks. She's taking the exam and I'm the one stressed out w it. Gatri's (the gal staying w us) school entrance exam application has yet to be processed. I really feel like collapsing. I just find that every single matter is burdened on my shoulder. And I cldnt refuse to carry it cos i knw if i do, my mum wld have to be burdened by it. I'd rather do it then let my mum worry abt all these things. Sometimes I really wished that my dad was in town. He makes problems less complicated.
It's a good thing that i did OK for my yr 1 exam. Then I have one less thing to worry abt. I'll just have to move on in life.
At times like this, I always remind myself:
Nothing lasts forever, not even your problems