I know that i must be studying now, but i just cldn't gt into the 'study mood' i dunno why. I havent touched any study material for the whole day. I'm not a god student, so that explains why i've nv won a model student award.

I've been terribly excited (i think that smehow i jst created an oxymoron)abt my trip back home. Wenda has sent messages thru friendster informing those long lost friends that we cant wait to see. And she has gotten me all excited abt meeting them le.

For this year's ndp there'll be a floating platform! Wah this is what i call awesome. Never seen b4 stuff just cant fail to catch my attention and awe. And to be honest there are very few occurences in spore that make me go 'wow'.

And i still wanna go venice... ok, i know that i'm whining, but i really really wanna go. And i am sensible enough nt to whine in frnt of my dad.

There are girls who'd die to meet their idol, there are others who'd give everything to marry a rich and handsome (ok, maybe not handsome) guy, i dun ask for much... I dun go gaga over some singers, actors, public figures, and especially rich guys, i like looking at cute guys but i dun drool and go gaga over them.

All i want is for my dreams to come true; ie to have an established career, travel the world, and in the end have a happy family, and comfortable life. I want my parents to be happy and comfortable too. COs i know that rearing me is DIFFICULT! cos i have a super bad temper, i demand alot frm my parents, i talk back to my mum, i give her alot alot alot of trouble lor, in short i'm an unfillial daughter. Sometimes i think that i'm nt that bad lor, cos i dun add unnecessary trouble for her, i behave in sch (as if, haha), my parents have never had to go dwn to sch to gt me outta shit, not that i've gotten into any deep shit b4, i behave myself in public so she doesnt need to worry that relatives or her friends wld tell her things like 'eh, i saw ur daughter there, doing xxxxx' (where xxxxx can be replaced w any misdeeds). But still la, i think that i've gotta make her life less miserable. And i must makeher proud of me, cos i seriousy think that there werent many moments that she was. Except if my band performances, award wining ceremonies, blah blah counts. Wadever.

Ok, i'll snap myself back to reality. In order for all those dreams to come true, i better study. So ciao...
I better force myself to study.