my random sparks of insantiy
3 more days
[ 12:20 AM ]
Today's the 1st day or march and that means its 3 more days to the day i turn to an adult by law. SIgh... I really dun want this day to come, cos it means that i have to start acting like an adult... and i dun want to. Haha..
It's ironic that when i was a very young girl all i ever wished for was to grow up, and grow up SOON. So that i cld drive, go to parties, and so that my parents wont tell me wad to do liao.
But since 3 years ago i actually started wishing that my age cld just stop adding on as the years pass. I wanna forever be the carefree me who has little responsiblities, still has protection frm my parents and society. I dun wanna grow up. To be precise, i dun wanna grow old.
And all the conceptions i had abt adults when i was younger was super wrong! Cos my parents still tell me wad to do, and i dun have the freedom that i thought adults had, i dun go to parties (as in the ones u gt drunk in), i dun drive (yet), etc etc...
This yr i dun even feel that "that day" is coming. Cos i'm having prelims and the only thing on my mind is good grades (which i am praying and hoping very hard to gt). It was only when my sis my mentioned it that i realised tat it indeed is ard the corner. Sigh...
Mug!