I was bored today and went thru everybody's blog. Saw nat's and almost cried. Its not that it contained sad stuff la, but she just posted some old pics and talked abt the old times. Which i havent been giving much attention for quite some time. Those memories were really bitter sweet, but no matter how bitter they were, you just seem to rmb the sweet ones onli. The bitter ones don't matter that much animore and some how u fgt what the whole thing was all abt. Haha... So, it was those pics and words that ALMOST brought tears to my eyes. (I said almost ah, i don't cry too easily one worx <----------si yao mian zi)

Sometimes i just think that i take things for granted and seldom stop to think and soak in the moment and the love, care, and happiness the ppl around me are radiating. And at times i just focus on the "2 bad bricks" and fgt to see that there are 998 other good bricks around. Ok, i'll explain the 2 bad bricks is a metaphor used in a book by ajahn bhram on happiness which is used to mean the things that we dun like abt others and that we fail to see the "998 other good bricks of the wall" (= the good things abt the person).

I onli realise that i take the ppl i care for and the moment for gratned onli when it's too late. And there are times when u make the effort to cherish but time still passes by and takes the moment away from u. I miss my days in JYSS and YJC, i miss the fun and laughter, the tears and sorrow too. But life goes on and u must get on with life.

For now, i should just cherish every moment either good or bad in U and at the same time get a good degree for myself. Come out and get a good job, be a CPA and bulid the life i have always wanted.

Ok, talking abt life that i always wanted... ...
Not many ppl know what i want to achieve in my life, partialy bcos i seldom talk abt it.
I've always imagined myself being a business woman wearing those suits to wrk everyday, and i wrk in a very posh office in shenton way and i hold a very impt position in that company. That's career wise la. I told my PW grp abt it back in JC 1 when we were doing that stupid PW thingy. And all 4 of them laughed at me (well maybe they fgt abt it la, but i still do rmb) they were saying: "siao ah, wear suit very hot leh." "Why senthon way?" blah blah blah....
So since that day onwards i seldom talk abt the things that are going on my mind, the plans i have for myself. Such things are best kept to one self and when u realise those dream of yours then u can start talking abt it. Haha...

k la, too much bullshit frm me alrdy. Gotta do POA homework. Due tmr, and i havent touch yet worx!!!